Never Immune To Tilt

Sometimes in poker you do things just right and everything goes wrong. Conversely, sometimes you do things all wrong and everything turns out just right. I just played two $10 buy in heads up tourneys with my friend Mike. Mike is a great player and I didn't suggest we do this because I wanted to make $20. I wanted to play because I knew it was going to be a challenge to beat him. I was right and he won both tourneys in about 20 minutes. Now $20 is not a lot of money, but just losing pissed me off so I decided I was going to recoup my losses by playing a little $100 NL at Party. I had 20 minutes to do it, since a bunch of friends (including Mike) were going to the local bar at 9:45 and there was no way I was gonna miss out on that. Now this is never the right mindset to enter a poker game, but sometimes you just get lucky. Here is the second hand of my 6 hand session. I basically played it like a maniac, but the funny thing is that I probably would have made a lot less $ had I played it more reasonably.

***** Hand History for Game 3123157677 *****
0/0 Texas Hold'em Game Table (NL) - Wed Nov 30 22:10:19 EST 2005
Table Table 69813 (Real Money) -- Seat 1 is the button
Total number of players : 9
Seat 1: dabutman ( $93.30)
Seat 2: nkurita ( $101.67)
Seat 3: JTM45 ( $107.75)
Seat 4: Beat_N_Aces ( $48.95)
Seat 5: honkey ( $98)
Seat 6: Tutex111 ( $19.28)
Seat 7: U_HateMoney ( $91.30)
Seat 9: BonitoKing ( $99)
Seat 10: KILLER4094 ( $217.35)
nkurita posts small blind (0.50)
JTM45 posts big blind (1)
** Dealing down cards **
Dealt to BonitoKing [ Ac, Kc ]
Beat_N_Aces folds.
honkey calls (1)
Tutex111 calls (1)
U_HateMoney folds.
BonitoKing raises (5) to 5
KILLER4094 folds.
dabutman folds.
nkurita folds.
JTM45 calls (4)
honkey calls (4)
Tutex111 calls (4)
** Dealing Flop ** : [ 7c, Th, 4h ]
JTM45 checks.
honkey checks.
Tutex111 checks.
BonitoKing bets (7)
JTM45 calls (7)
honkey calls (7)
Tutex111 folds.
** Dealing Turn ** : [ 8c ]
JTM45 checks.
honkey checks.
BonitoKing bets (25)
JTM45 folds.
honkey calls (25)
** Dealing River ** : [ 4c ]
honkey checks.
BonitoKing bets (50)
honkey folds.
** Summary **
Main Pot: $138.50 | Rake: $3
Board: [ 7c Th 4h 8c 4c ]
dabutman balance $93.30, didn't bet (folded)
nkurita balance $101.17, lost $0.50 (folded)
JTM45 balance $95.75, lost $12 (folded)
Beat_N_Aces balance $48.95, didn't bet (folded)
honkey balance $61, lost $37 (folded)
Tutex111 balance $14.28, lost $5 (folded)
U_HateMoney balance $91.30, didn't bet (folded)
Dong_Ki balance $100, sits out
BonitoKing balance $150.50, bet $87, collected $138.50, net +$51.50
KILLER4094 balance $217.35, didn't bet (folded)